WISH I COULD

Drowsy eyes...
Fade.
Away into sleep mode.
Words.
Auto-mute within my mouth.
Thoughts.
Like dreamy pictures come.
Wishes.
Golden diamonds we look.
Never.
Do we see nor find that love.
Treasure.
I just wish you just wish.
Impulse.
Competes reason,minerals.
Speak.
Little done slow emotions.
Lost.
Hearts separated by life.
Rotation.
Stops at the clash of our voices.

You know that I cannot.
Not by choice but because of the natural order of things.

Matter,
Definite states.
Customs,
Norms unchangeable.
Needs,
I never fully meet,
Wants,
I hardly see in you,
Blur,
My focus dwindles,
As,
Revolution of feelings gyrate.

And I sense you veering off the axis of my power,
Not absolute,basic erasable love bonds.

Fading,
As I sleep off alert floor,
Going,
My ambitions shrinking,
Cascaded,
By deceit,hate,distrust and lust.

If I could stop and change it all I would,
But I cant.

Carswell evoL aka M.O.O